I get it, you no longer believe that there’s someone out there for you…
Especially not for the person you now are, after everything that you’ve been through.
Especially not with the scars, the trauma, and the fear you now carry.
Especially not now that you feel so ruined…
I get it, I really do…
But the truth is, you’re not meant for everyone who you happen to fall in love with.
Because you’re a special kind of beautiful…
And the person you are, and the love that’s in your heart is reserved for someone special.
The idea right now that you don’t belong or that you don’t seem to fit; I know it hurts…
But it just means that you’re made for someone so special in this world, someone who’s never met anyone like you before, and someone who’s never felt the kind of love that you have to give before.
Someone who will see you as an angel from above.
Don’t throw your love away because someone else didn’t know how to love you.
Don’t give up on love.
It’s going to hurt sometimes, I’m not going to lie…
I’m not saying there won’t be anymore scars.
But you can’t change who you are, or pretend to hide your scars.
But you know what, you are perfect just as you are.
Exactly as you are…
So take your time and be patient if you need to, but don’t give up on love.
Because one day you’ll find someone who will treat you right, and you’ll be so grateful every single day that you didn’t…
~ Mark Smith